That Word

Is this what that word feels like
Broken beyond words
Trembling in the depths
Tears to sleep
When I pray all You do is remind me...
You heard clearly

Is this what that word feels like
Another woman in the distance
Another man close by
Glimmers to perplex
Yet, no real sign of Your approval in sight
Only distractions appearing to be right

Is this what that word feels like
Pleading in belief that You desire glory
No more of Your purpose misheard
Clinging to You
Knowing Your approval has not been taken
And Your promises remain unshaken

Is this what that word feels like
Restoring Your splendor
Walking out of Egypt not one by one but together
Watching to amaze
Seeing paradise bloom from Your story
Knowing all was done for Your glory